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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    8/28/2009
    A month ago
    i used to be able to see/meet bei everytime aft my flight
    on my off days and such
    but now
    i touch down not looking forward to anything
    cos bei is not there to pick me up
    or even to meet me the next day for a date

    we dont even have time for a decent dinner
    shift work and irregular work timing dont match
    AT ALL

    now i eat alone
    sleep alone
    and shop alone

    i miss the old days
    but this is life
    the sacrifice we have to make to feed ourself and the future
    as we grow older

    but nevertheless
    we still maanged to squeeze a little bit of time
    for meaningful things like bei's birthday
    and catching the latest movie in the theatres

    these little bouts of time we have
    are really precious now

    sometimes i wish time would stop
    and let me immerse in the moment before i realise that
    it is already gone
    and thinking abt it only makes u look back and say
    "if only..."
    "if only..."
    "if only..."

    my 21st would be coming in less than a week's time
    and i'll be spending it alone at Maldives
    bei is not wokring on tt day so he's gonna
    spend it alone too

    but im looking 4ward to this sat
    cos bei's gonna have a early celebration with me
    =)

    isn't it great?
    to have a partner whoose heart is as close to yours?