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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    10/28/2008








    10/21/2008
    down with a fever
    =(


    10 more days
    before bei comes back
    =)



    10/18/2008
    i think im feeling better
    you always feel better when you got things off your chest
    or when you ate alot of chocos
    lol

    i guess...maybe all along i've been the 1 giving myself pressure
    my bosses they are all quite easy ppl to work with
    they dont give you impossible deadline
    rather, they share the workload with you
    alot of times they are more stress than me lol

    so now every morning
    the 1st thing i did when i reached the office
    is to go thru my emails and do up a to-do list
    so i'll be able to follow through w/o getting digressed too much
    at the same time, able to plan my time err better? haha
    but i still am not able to leave on the dot =x
    niways, i managed to get the interview on the 31st
    but its a fri eh
    how to go for it when i got work?
    tsk tsk



    10/14/2008
    Im suffering from ADHD
    Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder
    which makes me
    anxious
    depressed
    anti-social
    and overwhelmed

    I cant cope with work

    Im fearful of sunday nights because
    its work the following day

    i can be happy now but in tears the next moment

    I cant bear the thought of you leaving me for 3 weeks
    bacause that means i'll be facing all these by myself
    dont tell me off when i stayed late for work,
    thats because i cant focus and am struggling to finish a task

    dont be irritated with me when i cry for the smallest reason,
    thats because im high on the emotional side and can be triggered easily
    so bei, do you understand me now?
    i need your support
    i should quit my job
    a simple task for most ppl is impossible for me



    10/13/2008
    broke record
    left my office at 10pm today
    got tons of emails to go through and tons of things to do
    facebook got a club thats says "working @ airport = no social life"
    i think i should join that club
    only reached home bout 30mins ago and now im going off to sleep like soon
    bei's so afraid i'll get depression
    like duh, im depressed cos you're away!
    applied for a new job couple days ago
    work place is at................airport again! lol
    but definately diff company
    not sure i'll get an interview anot
    only shortlisted candidates will go for 1 on the 31st
    and what day is 31st?
    its "bei's coming home" day
    =D
    niways, going clubbing this weekend
    my past weekend was spent nua-ing, sleeping and binge eating at home
    so this weekend mus enjoy myself to the max
    no drunk no home!
    lol jk la~
    anybody wanna join??
    =)



    10/12/2008

















    its 3am on your side
    yet no msg/calls from you today
    hope you're fine


    i miss you




    10/06/2008
    Bei is miles away from me now
    is he sleeping?
    or is he staring out through the window?
    just like what im doing now...
    wondering at which part of the sky is he at?





    tonight will be the 1st night
    25 more nights to go
    Im sad
    missing you the min you're out of my sight