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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    3/28/2008
    was feeling a bit depressed just now
    so went down to the market in a unfastidious state
    with an intention to get myself some dinner
    but in the end
    i came home with $20+ worth of chocolates
    and a choco waffle -_-"
    and yes, thats my dinner
    but luckily my sister spare me some of her food
    if not i think my sugar level will be on the high side

    but but but but but...chocos make me happy
    and indeed, they cheered me up
    i still have alot of them leftover
    so im gonna share it with bei
    he's booking out tml!
    im sure he will love it
    =)



    3/25/2008
    I've got a job!!

    at Singapore Changi Airport
    as the position of an Event Coordinator Officer
    =)

    was over at vivo tangs shopping when suddenly ireceived a call from them
    my heart was like beating so fast when the caller said
    "we had an outcome for the interview yesterday"
    me: " err yar?"
    caller: "we decided to confirm you"
    inside me, i was like "wheeee!!"
    i was so darn happy you know
    i thought that they were going to tell me that i wouldnt get the job
    so i can quit waiting haha

    i thought i would lose it cos i think i did badly at the interview
    like, the things that im supposed to say i didnt say
    and the things that i dont have to say i said so much
    i just keep blabbing on and on, those redundant stuffs
    but my oh my, how lucky that they still gave me a chance to work there
    =)

    you know, interview just sucks
    the feeling of you sitting at the huge reception area by yourself
    ppl looking at you as they walk by
    the feeling of uncertainty u had
    tons of questions would flood ur mind
    "who are the ppl inside?"
    "will they be friendly?"
    "how many are there"
    "what questions will they ask?"
    "would i be able to impres them and get the job?"
    this feeling really sucks
    you're in the office building but then you do not belong there
    just like you're hanging in mid air

    and minutes later after CAAS called me
    SP Powergrid called me
    the interview that i went for last week
    so qiao la! they had a week to call me but they didnt
    then they told me that they had decided to give me the post of executive assistant
    i told her that i've got a job already but she ask maybe if i wanna reconsider it
    adding on that she already had approval to call me last week but didnt have the time till now
    even thought the benefits of SP seems a little bit better than CAAS
    but i feel that the nature of the job outweighs the benefits
    At caas, i would be able to learn more stuffs and had more exposure
    rather than just having a deskbound job and stare at the com all day
    so, i've decided on CAAS =)

    from what the lady told me
    i guess i'll be starting my job in a month's time
    and this means, i'll be leaving mother garden for good
    this is so saddening
    i've been there ever since vivo starts
    it has been over a year now
    really cant bear to leave it
    cant bear the many friends i've made there
    the many memories that we've created
    its so sad, really, i could cry
    but this is reality
    i'll have to leave there

    its just a matter of time

    but whatever it is huixuan
    i promise i wont forget u all
    i promise i will visit mother garden whenever im free
    we can still have mg outings as always
    i still have a month's time over there
    =)

    i'll miss you all...
    and the memories
    =)




    3/23/2008

    we watched 3 movies in 2 days
    =D
    sky of love
    vantage point
    and
    step up 2

    sky of love is so damn touching!
    as long as u're a girl
    im sure it will get ur tears flowing like dunno what haha
    omg the whole theatre was like sobbing
    TT
    bei was so busy wiping away my tears haha
    vantage point was ok
    the storyline was abit lame
    abit disappointed with it but overall it was good la
    step up 2 is fantastic!
    all the dance moves and all
    really make you wanna groove right there in the theatre haha
    right bei? =p

    this is Sky of Love

    our version

    WAHAHAHAHA!!


    alright, pics up~

    he's trying to act cool

    gayish bei


    he had weird photography skills


    yanlin's 21st birthday at the global sounds cafe


    tml will be another interview
    this time it will be at changi airport
    really hope to get it
    i want money!! =p
    after that will be meeting evan to watch leapt years
    another movie to make us, suckers for roamance movies, to cry again

    bei says we gonna have to start saving together
    and he's gonna marry me!!!
    wOOohOooo!!!
    *grinning crazily to self*
    =))))))))))))))))))))))




    3/16/2008
    prom was at Grand Copthorne Waterfront - Grand Ballroom


    the school gave free complementary pass to zouk for a month
    but zouk didnt interest me so went off to phuture with elisa, evan and ckx
    the rest of the grp headed off to zouk
    yf and yiming were there too

    at the bar
    ckx ordered 24 shooters called 'nothing'
    i think he's mad
    72 bucks just like that
    but its nice =)

    after 2 pops and a series of shooters


    after 2 pops, a series of shooters, a flaming lambo, a bourbon coke and a whiskey dry


    in a semi-conscious state
    then when over to zouk to find the rest
    tats when i almost got risked being thrown out by the bouncer
    haiz throw face again

    i seriously dont rmber taking this pic or seeing monica

    wed at phuture wasnt that fun anymore
    duno since when the music just sucks
    only at the last hour then the music is good

    overall, prom night was fun
    (except for the KO-ed part)
    can we dont graduate? =(

    ytd, went for dinner with bei at town
    jap food again
    bei had sukiyaki while i had curry cutlet rice
    reminds me of fc6 jap food la
    =(


    lame him~

    SP grid called me up for a interview this tues
    hope i will be able to get the job
    wish me luck =)




    3/14/2008
    Happy 8th month!~ =)



    bei is booking out soon!!
    at least i dont have to wait for another week b4 i see you again
    and that means we get to go for a nice dinner~
    =)


    shall blog abt prom when i've got time
    blogger's photo uploader is down anyway
    but prom pics are already in my friendster up for grabs~
    i know ur are eager haha
    me too so faster send me the rest of the photos!



    3/12/2008
    had some kind of arguement with a taxi uncle a few days back
    i told him to go to yishun ave 6
    but he didnt make a turn at some point which is supposed to be the way home
    so i told him politely, " err, its supposed to turn there "
    then he said, " you said avenue 6 so i go here, that way is yishun ring road "
    i dont know why at that point i felt really offended
    i had always used that way when going home
    so i replied, " my address states that i live in ave 6 "
    then bei said, " why u so rude? "
    i remained quiet
    but that taxi uncle keeps blabbling on and on about its not his fault
    he went that way cos i said ave 6 and bla bla bla
    i told him my IC told me that i live in yishun ave 6
    he continued mumbling something like i know your ic says u live in avenue 6 bla bla bla
    thats whan i couldnt contain it anymore raised my voice at him
    asking him to shut up and should just keep quiet when i told him politely that he should make a turn there
    at this point, bei couldnt stand the both of us and raised his voice to shut both of us off
    i stopped shouting but that uncle just keeps mumbling
    repeating the same old things
    he only stopped when bei shouted "enough!" at him
    but thats not the end
    when i was abt to get off
    he started his mumbling again
    i said, "ok, can you just stop it? "
    got off his cab and walked home with bei
    im not angry, just pissed~

    went to the School of Make-Up Seminar a few days ago with my cousin
    Peter Angel Wanneck is really funny
    the way he introduces abt the make-up just makes me wanna learn it more
    and if you sign up on the seminar day itself
    u will get a free $300 worth of products
    which will be useful in the course of learning
    of course this deal was tempting
    but i guess i really need to think it over
    $5000 is not a small sum
    and i dont wanna use my parents money
    cos i dont want unnecessary pressure on myself
    the pressure that i would have to make a career out of it
    im still very unsure of whether i would be a successful freelance make up artist
    it it not easy, just like setting up your own business
    the make-up industry is so satuated now
    and everybody is trying to make a name for themselves
    not just only me
    it is not an easy path to take
    i know if i wanted to be successful in order to earn a stable income
    for my future family
    i would have to work very hard
    because that piece of cert doesnt mean anything
    it is the experience that counts
    and of course i have another alternative to take
    that is to take up an office job and lead a stable income life
    but thats not what i really want
    i wanted to make something out of my life
    like an achievement or what, a fulfiling life
    getting an office job will just be like running a routine everyday
    i want to do something for people
    make them the prettiest on their biggest day
    =)

    and so, im looking for a full time job now
    something that matches my qualifications
    earn the money, save it and pay for the course fees myself
    1 way to earn big bucks in a short time is to be an air stewardess
    which has been my dream job since sec school
    but i just cant bear the thought of leaving bei alone in sg on his book out days
    and i dont want to be elsewhere when he is out of camp
    so air stewardess is out
    sent quite a few resumes and application letters out
    hope to get a reply soon =)

    tomorrow is prom night!
    so looking forward to it!
    got my secondary school friend to stand in for bei
    after prom will be phuture-ing cos the hotel is just beside it
    what a waste not to go right?
    =p




    3/06/2008
    just got back an hour ago from bei's hse
    he had half day off today
    so met up with him aft work 4 dinner

    will be shopping with the girls later in the aftnoon
    for prom dresses and all~
    hope to find a nice 1 even though i doubt so
    =/

    its my dad's birthday today
    so, Happy Birthday dad!
    most prob will be getting u a cake =)

    and yet again, im having another kinder bueno


    thanks for the encouragement
    you're the person whom opinions i matter the most



    3/03/2008
    prom is just ard a week away
    and i haven got my dress, shoes, handbag
    where to do my hair and make-up right YET
    omg time is runing out

    and sad news is bei is unable to join me for prom =(
    he's having some kind of orientation thing in his new camp
    had already paid for him so now had to find replacement
    hope raymond's friend will be able to make it

    i guess im too used with having bei ard for the past 6 days
    today was like totally sian for me
    eat alone
    sleep alone
    watch tv alone
    surf the net alone
    i slept for like 3/4 of the day i think
    and i just finished 3 packets of kinder bueno
    which is like 6 sticks of chocolates
    but then, it feels good to eat them haha



    幸庆有你爱我 =)



    bei's passed out from the School of Infantry Specialist
    on the 26th
    he's a sergeant le!!
    yeah cheerios for bei!!
    posted to lim chu kang camp now
    to take over the new batch of mono intake recruits
    proud proud ok
    he has to go through so much before he got the post
    =)




    he had block leave from the 26th to the 2nd
    so yup. needless to say
    all these days were spent with bei and of course, working
    so enjoying that kind of life
    woking up every morning being able to see bei
    and then shopping and movies~
    so nice so nice~
    but short lived la
    he's booking in later le =(
    hope his life as a sgt will be more relaxing

    a very sway thing happened to me ytd
    my debit card got retained by the atm machine -_-"
    i didnt know it was spoilt la!
    no notices were up lo
    no wonder no ppl were queing for it
    on the way back
    bei said me stupid for dunno how many times
    haiz suayness~
    now no card no cash
    no choice had to use bei's card for survival


    he's always that cheeky =p