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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    1/29/2008
    LAST PAPER TODAY!
    which also means no more school life for me =(
    i love schooling life
    now i dunno what i wanna do =(
    schooling is so much better la

    went town today, again~
    dinner was pepper lunch



    followed by shopping again

    bimbotic elisa in a bimbotic hat
    (i know she doesnt like this pic so i make it smaller hehe)

    pretty evan in a pretty dress =)


    phuture-ing tml and fri~
    as some kind of "celebration" for completing poly life
    and into our next stage of life haha

    bei will be back soon
    in 5 more days!!
    =D




    1/28/2008
    workplace is a good place to cam-whore
    cos the good lighting allowed us to do so =)


    i captured their smiles using the smile shutter function =)


    and we had a good feast when manager is not around
    travelled all the the way to rocher to get it ok
    katong laksa and pontian wanton
    with $1 bubble tea!
    value for money leh haha =p
    die la i sound more and more like auntie huixuan =x

    *slurps*

    lost abit of weight during these 2 weeks
    i think im suffering from insomia
    i can toss and turn for 2 to 3 hrs b4 i fall aslp
    and when i finally does, its the wee hours of the morning already
    and i keep waking up every 2 hours
    haiz, so xin ku to fall aslp

    squarebrain's back from outfield today!
    received his 1st msg at 12.55pm
    woots! so happy!! lalala~
    he's still in taiwan but that means i can contact him le
    hoho~


    6 more days
    I MISS YOU!




    1/26/2008
    2 papers down
    1 last paper to go on tues
    a law paper
    my hated paper of all
    cos that means i have alot to memorise
    =(

    went out with the girls ytd after fbm paper
    went town to eat, shop and watch movie
    the way we enjoy ourselves
    its like as though ytd is the last paper haha
    but at least, we can give ourselves a break =)

    ate at pasta cafe
    then there is this dessert thing
    FROZEN FLAMING LAMBO!!

    haha no la, its a coffee jelly dessert topped with sth
    that looks like milk
    really look like flaming lambo lo =p

    after that was shopping shopping and more shopping
    but didnt manged to get any clothes at all
    die die, CNY die le
    no new clothes to wear =(

    went to watch the movie 27 dresses~
    omg it was so nice k!
    watch le makes me feel like getting married
    lalala~
    in 5 years time will be my wedding
    8 years time will be elisa's
    and in 13 years time will be evan's!
    evan, buck up ok
    actually D**** not bad la *wink*
    *elisa nodding furiously*
    heehee


    i have survived 14 days
    and im left with 8 more days!
    its driving me crazy




    1/23/2008
    had my first paper today
    okok la~
    wasnt very satisfied with it though
    think i could do better if i can write faster haha
    but anyway its over, so heck~

    today's journey to school was torturous
    the moment i was on the bus
    i started to feel nauseous
    but i would sometimes experience this kind of feeling
    when i didnt eat or drink anything
    so i thought i would get better in a while or so

    but things start to get worse when i was on the train
    i simply couldnt sit still
    keep having the nauseous feeling and had abit of breathing difficulty
    i had to grasp slightly for air
    on the transfer train to dover
    things got even worse
    i could feel myself feeling faint
    and couldnt really see whats in front of me
    i know whats happening; i might get a blackout anytime
    i knew it cos i always experience this when i was still in NCC
    the kind of feeling u get before u realli blackout
    i was really scared at that time
    i wouldnt wanna faint on the train and miss my paper
    so i kept moving myself as much as i could
    to get the blood flowing to my brain
    ( u had a blackout cos blood circulation is not that good )

    finally the train reached dover and how relieved can i get
    relieved that i was able to step out staying conscious
    upon seeing my friends at the exam venue
    i immediately ask for water
    and most importantly, sweets
    but all thay had were mints, sugar-free mints
    good grief, i need SUGAR
    luckily, precious esther was there to save my life
    she had a chunk of kit kat
    woots~ wasnt i happy to see that? haha
    took a huge bite and tada~
    ready for exam
    =)

    think might be due to the fact that
    i havent been sleeping or eating well lately
    1 meal a day
    can have up to 12 hours of sleep but often
    accompanied by nightmares
    kept dreaming of being chased
    and running down flights of winding staircase
    weird~



    1/19/2008
    have been slacking these few days
    didnt study abit
    was too stuck to my storybooks
    first paper is on tues
    guess i'll better start studying tml
    or if im not that lazy (which is not that possible)
    i'll start later
    but guess 99.99999999% i'll start tml
    so yea, tml is "no-storybook" or "lazing-off" day

    bei's away for 1 2 3 4 5 6 days already
    a few msgs per day and a phonecall every few days
    its rather expensive i guess
    not sure how much though
    so he said not to sms/call too much
    save up the money and go have a good feast when he comes back =)

    he will have free time from the 30th to the 2nd
    so means he gets to have a guided tour ard taiwan for FREE
    think s'pore gov is realli loaded
    sponsor them to taiwan and a free guided tour for 3 days
    good shopping time for them
    and the best thing (to them) is they get to ogle at pretty/kawaii taiwan meimeis
    ok, whatever~
    the last day is free and easy for them
    haiz, i would rather they come back early than to have the 4 days of touring
    =p

    initially was thinking of flying to taiwan during his free and easy day
    but chcecked up the air tics and realised it was damn expensive!
    a pair of return air tics from SIA is ard 1,000+ (omfg)
    china airlines is ard 800+
    and jetstar.asia (mind you, its a budget airline)
    is ard 700+
    i guess i can still afford the air tics
    but just that mayb i'll eat air over there and sleep along taiwan street
    dont think i can even afford a shilin XXL chicken or oyster mee sua =S
    yes, thats pathetic
    told bei abt it and he said im silly -_-"
    so ya, dropped that idea
    shall wait for him to come back
    wait for him to POP
    applied for leave then we shall go HK, again!
    yeah!

    talking abt holidaying
    will be going genting from the 18th to the 20th
    sort of like a graduating trip with my poly mates
    looking forward to it!
    =)

    this year's new year will be different from the rest of the years
    hee hee
    looking forward to it too =)
    but haven bought new year clothes, boos!

    ok, thats all for my un-interesting life
    im a boring person -_-"
    hungry, so gotta go find some food to eat
    tata~



    1/14/2008
    its the 14th of jan
    bei's in taiwan for 2 days already
    and he has fallen sick over there -_-"
    guess the weather is too cold for him
    pls take care ok

    today is our 6th month~

    a simple thing i made for him =)

    on the day of departure
    his family and good friends were there to send him off
    anne zf and yf werent expected and of cos bei was surprised to see them
    i was the only 1 who knew they were coming haha
    good friends they are =)

    under the circumstances it is impossible not to cry
    cos the scene was so heart-warming
    teared even though it was agreed beforehand that i would not cry
    kim's mom teared too hee

    but i knew he would be well taken care of over there
    so i think i should not worry that much =)

    1 day before his trip was jack's birthday
    so went to celebrate for him at vivo's bosses restaurant
    the food there was fabulous
    and the tea was great
    quite rare that i enjoyed drinking real brewed tea haha


    on the day of depareture
    me and bei had jap food! =)


    my watermelon juice, his blackcurrent juice
    tako yaki, agedashi tofu and 5 plates of sushi
    the sushi are only at 99cents per plate

    hotate butter yaki
    my fav!
    but guess not anymore cos it was too salty~

    and lastly, mango classic for dessert!

    it was nice but the mango was very sour!!
    we were so full after that
    *burp*

    after that had dinner with his family at chong pang area
    haha yar we are gluttons
    keep eating and eating =p

    countdown again
    20 more days
    before i see you again
    =)




    1/11/2008
    SP open house from 10th to the 12th
    will be doing duty for the 10th and 11th
    2nd time doing so and will be the last
    :~

    focus is on the shirt
    spastic face i have here, so ignore it~


    after duty was psychology test
    honestly, it sucks
    big time, bIG BIG time

    bei had nights out again =)
    for 3 consecutive nights
    but the previous 2 nights i was working
    this 3rd night is the only 2nd time where he had nights out and i was not working
    (despite the so many nights out he had)
    had a waffle ice cream at causeway's gelare
    was as pleasant and delicious as usual
    nice!

    in less than 12 hours i will be seeing bei again =D
    in less than 48 hours i will be at the airport sending him off =(
    oh my, god bless me~
    i should stock up on my novels
    so i wont have any spare time to think about him




    1/09/2008
    went shopping with evan at town on mon aftnoon
    at far east shopping centre
    she bought so many things ok
    2 tops, 1 earing, 1 ring and a belt
    whereas i only bought a 8.90 earing lol
    compared to me she bought alot lo
    not a fruitful shopping trip but an enjoyable 1 =)

    evan ah~
    dont worry too much abt ur bro k
    teenagers at this age are like that
    they think that friends are more impt than family
    when i was at ur bro's age i was also like that before
    rebellious and always causing unhappiness within the family
    but human by nature is naturally kind
    im sure one day he will learn to unds ur mom's kind intentions
    one point is that ur cannot give up on him
    continue to show him care and concern
    one day he will learn to appreciate it =)

    i know that when i have problems, be it with him or anybody else
    you will be there to listen and care for
    but dont worry gal
    if i never mention anything, means its nth big
    i admit there are times where i really feel like talking to some1
    when there's some sort of arguements going on between him and me
    some1 who will stand by me, listen to me and give me opinions
    but much more then often, i would prefer to sort it out myself
    or together with him
    you know girls are abit more sensitive than guys and
    we often like to make a mountain out of a molehill
    or when we say no, we actually mean yes haha
    yar, that sort of stuffs...
    so its nth actually
    nth so big that it will be on my mind all the time
    or need to cry out buckets of tears
    things are going on very well between us =)
    but if things really does happen (choy!)
    yours would be the 1st shoulder i would wanan lean on =)

    gan dong ma? hehe =p

    count down.
    3 more days

    so tired now, ok off to sleep
    tata~




    1/07/2008
    ok, this will be a very random post
    everything here is very random lol

    was a short weekend spent with squarebrain =(
    booked out on sat night and straight away went to
    his friend's 21st bdae at woodlands

    after that went to eat with yf, zf and jack at bukit timah
    yf drove so, yeah! haha
    stayed till ard 1+ 2 then went home
    bath and slept zZzz

    was so tired cos of final proj presentation in the morning
    had to wake up at 615am~
    but so glad that finally its over
    hate BD

    1st and gonna e the last photo taken with my BD mates
    they make good team members, really =)



    sun was spent slacking at bei's house
    short day cos he had to book in at night le
    haiz~


    this year is really a suay year for me
    so many unlucky things happen to me
    @#$&!
    hope i wont pass my suayness to anybody ard me haha

    final exams in 2 weeks time
    hope my gpa will go up up up heez
    bei in taiwan while im having my exams
    good or bad? dunno dunno~
    sian sian sianz!!

    counting down again.
    1 more week




    1/02/2008
    HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
    have a nice year ahead =)


    new year eve was spent celebrating zf's bdae
    HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ZHENFENG!
    so fast you 21 le
    i still got 1 year and 9 months to go

    went eat at fei cui and after that was ktv session till 2 am
    enjoyed ourselves =)
    the grp photo
    i was the photograph





    on the same day, bei went shopping for his new year's clothes
    he wont have time to buy them le cos he will be leaving for taiwan soon =(
    and by the time he come back it would be chinese new year le
    so better buy now
    he's so stressed over it k
    keep complaining to me he no new clothes to wear haha

    super skinny guy in skinny jeans
    i think it looks ok leh
    but he keep complaining 'very tight lo!", "very weird i dont dare wear", "super tight ok, like plastered to my legs"
    so in the end never buy even though i told him umpteen times it looks ok -_-"

    settled for this in the end

    adidas shirt with black skinny
    haha yea skinny again, but not as skinny lol

    falling asleep in your arms today was so nice, so comfortable
    i think i would miss it alot after u left for taiwan
    the past 5 months were good, great, nice, sweet, fantastic, marvelous, terrific, wonderful, exhilarating and many more words to describe
    but even if all the nice words were used to describe that 5 months
    it is still not enough to convey how i was feeling
    it is just good...and really good
    im sure i dont have to tell you how good you are
    because im sure you already know that

    there were quarrels, but all of them dont last for more than an hour
    or even less than that
    short-lived sadness, long-lived happiness
    =)

    you dont compliment, you rarely sweet talk
    but i think im starting to understand that
    and im contented~

    i may be absent from parts of ur life
    but i want to be the one to complete it with you
    likewise, you might have missed parts of my life
    but i want you to walk through it with me~

    im a happy girl hehe




    countdown:
    12 more days before u board that plane