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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    10/24/2007
    Its 2.18am in the morning and suddenly i had a gush of emotions to write all these down, to be made known to the world that i am (hoped to be) the happiest girl on earth.

    I have a complete and nice family. A mom who would flip through ccokbooks to come up with new dishes to fill our stomachs (almost) everyday. Dad who worked 7 days a week to make sure we had at least bread to eat(of course we eat much more better than just bread). Elder sis who would sometimes whipped up a dish or 2 for me when i complained im hungry and when she's in a i-feel-like-cooking mood. Grandma who would often sneaked chocos into my bag when i go visit her cos she knows what an addict i am to them.

    Social life is great too. There's clubbing khakis, shopping queenies and kings, gossiping club, cam-whoring bitches (i meant it in a nice way) and when exams are near, random study groups pop up. No wonder i enjoy going to school as much as any of the activities mentioned above. People around me are nice people so that makes me nice too~ You can never get tired of them.

    I do feel abit queasy talking about this but yes i have to. Not totally i have to but part of me actually wants to. Its my love life (i feel awkward at the word love). I think that i have the need to let the people around me know how this relationship is going (even though in those tear-jerking love dramas they always say u dont have to ans to anyone when u're in love), like whether its going the right way bla bla bla. I need to do this because i know there are friends out there who are concerned over this. Im very glad to have friends like this, it shows that they care =). If anyone ever discover, im actually not very comfortable with expressing myself verbally, especially when it comes to sensitive issues. So this is the reason why i dont really talk to friends into detail about my relationship thingy. People tend to have the misconception that im giving out too much. But no, its a two way thing. =)

    Ok back to the topic.

    It has been around 3 months plus now. It may seemed short but quite abit of things happened. Wonderful things and sad things, with wonderful things being the majority of it. I am happiest when i am with him. His laughter never fails to brighten me up.

    i showered him with gifts, but what he gave me were intangible, far more precious than what i had given him. It is the amount of feelings, the amount of effort he puts into this relationship to make the best out of it. If 'feelings' and 'effort' can be measured in terms of dollars and cents, i think i would be quite rich by now. [ if u feel gross, u can navigate away from this page immediately =p ]

    Quarrels are inevitable. But we both believe that a bit of quarrel here and there aid as stepping stones to a longer and stronger relationship. Ours is not perfect so please do not be shocked if one fine day u see me blogging about what an asshole he is =x oOps jus kidding heheh

    To be short, its just great =D I'm being handled with care haha! =p
    So friends, please dont be worried. Even though i'm much into fairytales, i know whats right whats wrong ;) But still, i would need ur to continue to guide me along the way =)

    Im cheena lian so dont fear for me =p



    10/18/2007
    school work are piling up

    Im so tired
    i wish i can just dont work

    for now, everyday aft school
    is either going off to work
    or to go home and stay in front of the com the whole nite
    doing up my work
    BD is really stressing everyone out
    i feel tired easily, and all the time
    dunno why
    lethargic~

    KIM is away at field camp
    no sms & no long phonecalls at night
    haiz

    can everyday be a weekend?



    10/16/2007
    Pics up~!


    new shirt for KIMberly
    he has a serious lack of polo tees
    and he needed them to book in and out of camp
    so, tada~
    ps he didnt pose for that, he was looking at the tv


    13/10

    while waiting for KIMberly's family at Marina Sq
    we went to have choco fondue at chocz
    its was sinfully nice~! =D
    overheard some funny conversation
    between the waiter and waitress there haha!
    bei, dun sad k
    =p


    14/10
    KIMberly came to find me after work and we went to have our dinner at
    White Dog Cafe

    my carbonara~

    bei's aglio oglio with prawns

    looks gay here
    =x

    =) =) =)




    10/15/2007
    Happy 3rd month bei! (141007)
    =)

    KIMberly is sick in camp
    vomitted hell lot of food out
    i tink he might lose a few kilos just cos of that
    haha! =x

    okok dun xin zai le huo
    hope he will feel better tml
    =)

    too tired to upload pics
    shall do it when i hav the time

    nites dudes~



    10/11/2007
    back to blog again
    these few days damn busy man dont even have time to go online
    let alone say blog
    haiz~


    Emily Lim and KIMberly Lim
    =p

    KIMberly is booking out this fri
    YEAH!
    sunday will be our 3rd month
    YEAH!
    but im wking =(


    random random~

    =)


    so busy now, projs are pilling up
    when can i mit up with my friends?
    =(