having one of my mood swings now
its a regular ting
where i will feel totally depressed and empty?

and it makes me tink alot
about my life, my family, my friends
and everyting around me
with emotions all mixed up and getting emo -
definately not a good feeling

and it makes me feel lethargic
with no mood to do anything at all

i wished i can lie down on a patch of grass,
and gazed upon a sky full of stars.

with cold wind carrying the smell of sweet lavender

blowing against my feet,
i hope they carry with them all my troubles

yea yea im being imaginative
but it helps abit just thinking about it
lightens my mood :)

i guess, its during this time that i
realli need someone to be there for me?

alrites, i shall not think too much and go read a book now
and sleep when i get tired reading it
nite peeps~