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I love him.
I love white.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too.




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    10/28/2006
    watched deathnote today
    *thumbs up for it*
    even though L looks eccentric
    i still prefer him to light la ha
    L is a pretty pretty boy kays haha
    ^ ^

    haiz..fate seems to be playing tricks wif me
    why izit that i alwaes dont get what i wanted
    do i not deserve it?
    i realli that bad and lousy?
    things that i dont wanna it to happen just kip coming my way
    far too many times
    its becoming a little too hard for me to handle
    life sucks that time
    and this time too
    but still, i should count myself lucky rite
    at least i still have a bunch of good frens to support me on
    and a caring family =)

    chances come rare, but i let it slip pass me
    not just once, alrights?
    many ppl feel tt im a attitude and stuck-up person
    im not, unless u offend me
    but then again, who reali cares?
    as long as ppl close to me dun think of me that way
    i guess i shouldnt bother myself about it too much either right?
    life's about enjoying~

    things are so near, u tot u could control it
    but then you learn, its not tt easy afterall
    it seems so far now

    i finally understood.

    ps : u followed ur heart, and u did it
    u thought u are doin the right thing
    but when things turn out unexpectedly
    u asked urself
    am i being silly?
    dont worry fren, u are doin the right thing =)
    im serious k ha

    nan de wise words coming out from me, must believe k haha
    be happy like before la~



    10/26/2006
    Found this really meaningful
    From the song "Have you ever really love a woman?"

    To really love a woman
    To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
    Hear every thought - see every dream
    N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
    Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
    Ya know ya really love a woman

    When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted
    When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one
    Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever
    So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

    To really love a woman
    Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched
    You've gotta breathe her - really taste her
    Til you can feel her in your blood
    N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes
    Ya know ya really love a woman

    A little tenderness - gotta treat her right
    She will be there for you, takin' good care of you
    Ya really gotta love your woman...



    10/19/2006
    we got into finals~
    but now "fan nao-ing" over wat song to sing -_-"
    alot projs to do, dunno will have time for talentime anot
    haix..i feel stressed

    hate Mr Q
    not gonna order from her again
    i cant believe she took our money but forgot about the stuffs we ordered from her
    she didnt reserve stocks for us and now she told us that alot were OOS
    SO ANGRY LA!!
    its not 1 order but 2 lo!!!
    now, how am i going to tell my customers?
    they waited so long for the clothes lo and now this had to happen
    shitty taiwanese supplier
    dey gonna be so disappointed la
    haiz...feeling stressed over this also

    and i made a fool of myself at school today =(
    felt so stupid *sigh*

    i wanna watch deathnote~




    10/18/2006
    okies, had my talent time semi-finals today
    guess what?

    i forgot my lyrics @#$&*!!
    im not realli that nervous leh
    but luckily misty helped me =)
    dunno y, tends to blank out often nowadays
    this happened during the audition too -_-"
    dunno will get into finals anot
    strong competitors ha
    hmm, jus had to wait and see lo ha

    went for bbq with 2/1 peeps on sat~
    was fun, lik so many donkey years never see them le lo ha
    enjoyed myself =D
    lets have more of these gatherings~

    not forgetting sambals~ and DBA 22 peeps
    i noe we are all of diff classes and options now
    but dont lost touch kays
    and to zilin, i miss u lahs ha




    10/14/2006

    Yeah i've found a job!!!
    In Vivo city!! the largest shopping centre in Singapore~
    This is the website of where i'll be wking at


    Its called mother garden~
    not selling mothers' stuff lol
    bur kawaii jap stuff ^ ^
    will start wking on the 1st of Nov le
    but training will start on the 23 Oct
    hmm.. hope i will enjoy wking there =))