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I love him.
I love white. I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace. I party till dawn, I shop till dusk. That's coz... I'm a girl. And a beautiful one too. archives
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9/26/2009
blog shifted to crimson and clover
=) 9/24/2009
 my lappy sleeve finally came! after waiting for like 17556o473 days lets go haji on friday, shall we? =p london was fun~ shall upload the photos on FB soon XXX life is unfair but still, look on the brighter side its hard, but it helps =) 9/13/2009
i realise i spend alot on shopping everytime i come bac to sg this is what i spent during my last weekend shopping in FEP and Haji cab fare to FEP - $16 black top - $38 studded slippers - $25 checkered choes - $32.90 black frame specs - $10 OPI red nail polish - $18 nail polish solvent - $19.90 customised laptop case - $64 all in half a day i've spent more than $200 not to mention i just spend another $100 shopping in melbourne and $100 on a bag from FEP Shit. i really need to curb my spending save up for tokyo trip! and i've been wanting to blog abt this but keep procrastinating my 21st bday pressie from bei =)
i love hand made gifts 8/28/2009
A month agoi used to be able to see/meet bei everytime aft my flight on my off days and such but now i touch down not looking forward to anything cos bei is not there to pick me up or even to meet me the next day for a date we dont even have time for a decent dinner shift work and irregular work timing dont match AT ALL now i eat alone sleep alone and shop alone i miss the old days but this is life the sacrifice we have to make to feed ourself and the future as we grow older but nevertheless we still maanged to squeeze a little bit of time for meaningful things like bei's birthday and catching the latest movie in the theatres these little bouts of time we have are really precious now sometimes i wish time would stop and let me immerse in the moment before i realise that it is already gone and thinking abt it only makes u look back and say "if only..." "if only..." "if only..." my 21st would be coming in less than a week's time and i'll be spending it alone at Maldives bei is not wokring on tt day so he's gonna spend it alone too but im looking 4ward to this sat cos bei's gonna have a early celebration with me =) isn't it great? to have a partner whoose heart is as close to yours? 7/21/2009
 from bei.he says it is to acc me whenever im overseas sweet~ thank you boy =) oh yea, its from build a bear workshop imagine us, 2 big adults picking out clothes and shoes for this new friend haha but, i love it. going zurich tml
7/10/2009
went to butter fac ytd night the music was ok but the crowd sucks the classic 1 that happened to misty a guy pulled her from the dance floor and tell her "i like you" OMG??!! its like, you're a total stranger?? what the hell happen to sg men man guys at butter that night were just too dangerous lol went to a club in seoul last week Noise Basement aka NB the music was good man and the crowd... was fantastic too haha ppl in korea realli do know how to dress themselves up =) going to manila tml sianzzZzzz =( 4 more days to our 2nd yr anniversary! happy that we managed to come this far even with those obstacles and the differences we had Thanks for the tolerance you had given me these 2 years love you =)
6/23/2009
my 5th night in dubai worst flight ever cos im really sick had been having a bad stomach nothing goes in but theres always sth coming out cant really eat these few days i had just lost 3 kg cos of this a stunningly 40kg now and operating flights had been a nightmare dizzy spells and kept feeling nauseous dunno whats happening i really miss going back home cant even walk for long now right now, i am having the urge to throw up even drinking water doesnt help cos i just feel like throwing up whenever i tried to eat or drink i called bei ytd and cried while i complained to him abt it its really unbearable im in a foreign country with no friends or family around to care for me when im so sick i just wish SQ could terminate me so i dont have to pay the bond why the fuck in the 1st place did i go for the interview
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